Saturday, July 28, 2007
I don't know why but I feel childish all of a sudden hahas.
One moment I was hesitating.
Then I thought it through.
Then I was determined to do it.
Yet I hesitated, a coward.
I got convinced somehow.
I thought it through again.
The next moment you came.
I doubted.
I thought back.
I paused.
I continued thinking.
I'm unsure.
I hesitated.
I thought it through.
I looked back.
Interesting, the cycle repeats itself.
Yeah how many more moments?
I don't know what to do.
cut the circle and sharpen the end to cut again?
Saturday, July 21, 2007
i'm feeling kinda lousy now know
i'm stuck in this dilemma
it seems to be a drag and simply a pack of lies to ourselves
well let's hope..
YAYS we had cell group bbq last night and yea was moody and stuff but I tried my best to brighten myself up. Well yea I admit I was pissed but I kept it under control. Its a gathering for pure fun and not for me to spoil the atmosphere. Yea I managed to keep everything going well. Though I admit I was acting spoilt, I just wanna be stupid. Hahas.
I think the performance was great I like it and TRACY I LOVE YOU!! You saved the day and in the end things went terribly well though I kinda screwed a little. I forgot the lines heh hehs.
CLAUDIA I believe things will not be the same as last time, because this time its not just you its going to be all of us yea. Everyone has matured including you and believe me its gonna work yea. Things are different now and we've got through for 3 years we could go through it again and be much more stronger.
TRACY I feel that somehow what we're going through is similar and sometimes I can just put myself into your shoes and understand you situation but sometimes I just don't know what to say. What I'm putting across is that you're not alone and I'm always here waiting for your call to jio me go coffee bean yea.
You know what this is actually stupid cos both of them don't know my blog and I don't wish for them to. Also I don't know how xiao lao shu got my blog address but I don't want her to spread it.
Well this is my blog and I do whatever I want ((:
HI SPONGE HEAD
the bibiana!!
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
This is dedicated to Yossi. Yossi are you touched?? I bet you are!
Okay, thanks so much for being the most supportive reader of my blog man. Plus I think you are super freaky la you read my blog and don't tag. I feel like I'm stalk like that know. But still thanks so much. Like although we don't really talk much I guess but really thank you for the times when we left choir early. Haha together with Shaun we were very sian but were doing loads of stupid stuff.
Ya I just felt like dedicating this post to you cause I know you will read this and hopefully tag. Well I'm not sure if Charmaine will read her post but oh wells...
Oh yea, you owe an ice cream, a male deodorant and a pen. Thank You Very Much plus a 90 degree bow!!
I LOVE CHARMAINE VERY MUCH
Apparently I'm suppose to dedicate this post to Charmaine who loves me very much too. So here's to Charmaine. I'm the shoulder she literally lies on and she's the one I go crazy with in choir. I'm going to be mushy here but she's those reasons why I go choir. But now we are 3 butts away from each other. Oh well, Charmaine are you freaking touched???
Monday, July 09, 2007
WAAAA
WAAAAA!! This is so stupid I got a freaking shock when my blog song blasted. I bet you got a shock too. Don't lie ((:
Anyway I'm just going to take the opportunity that no ones reads my blog and blog something haha. Like you would know.
Okay, well I don't know what's happening but I think its either to break it or leave it. Maybe I suck at it, maybe it shouldn't have began, maybe its all an act. Come to think of it, I feel its kinda funny how its been so long and yet its like nothing. Don't you think so? Actually, to tell the truth, I'm waiting for it to break. I know I'm horrible but really don't you feel so? I don't know how to break it maybe it should just slowly dissolve and fade away and disappear.
Gees, I felt like there's much to say but yet its just a few lines. Oh well like you'd care ((: