Wednesday, April 29, 2009
BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY BEEEEZEEEE!
Zipping through school, lessons, cheerleading, J times, homeworks, PW, bed, computer, church.
I'm lagging behind chemistry and physics by like 2 topics already(!!!) I kept sleeping in class and its really bad. Classmates are complaining how sitting beside me makes them sleepy too, spreading the sleeping spells in a concentric manner. Haha.
I guess that's probably one of the factors that makes me dread school. Others including silly childish classroom politics, silly PW and silly hour I have to wake up to go school. It kinda makes going to school really silly.
I think the only thing I look forward to in school is ODAC! The people, the activities, the carefree atmosphere, you just don't have to think. Thinking is probably the last thing my mind wants to do.
Ohhhh how I wish for June holidays to come soon. Yea, though I have to spend them studying for CTs and mib have to spend them studying for cheena o's and stuff, at least there's less commitment to school and we can hang out more [: I really miss mib. I don't want to be thinking of homework, PW, school, schedule, sleep and zonked out when hanging out, something I'm guilty of. Sorry.
Xi nu ai le. Funny day that was. Love my girls <3
Saturday, April 18, 2009
Oh gosh the bloody weather has been soooooo humid and warm. Sucks ttm. Its like walking through a film of sticker once you step out of any air condtioned place and within seconds your hair plasters to your face and neck. Ughs.
ODAC has been fun man! Though we aren't really bonded, ironic to the fact that we have such a small group of people only. Why???? Its like band, canoe and student council, they are all such big ccas and yet they are like family. Well maybe its because of the many stuffs they have to go through together, but haven't we gone through much ourselves? Its kinda like most of the teamwork and unity from OEC fading away. Well, maybe its just me and my moodiness lately.
J1s lets make the effort to take initative and stuff!
Oooooh CSS CHOIR IS GOLD WITH HONOURS MAN! FTW!!! Was in school when they received the news and cute people jumping and running around the parade square. Gosh I miss CSS Choir. Never thought I would miss the warm ups, the wonderful music we attempt to produce during combines. I miss them all. When you sing, you really feel yourself contributing the effort to music making. Damn I miss singing, out loud.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Don't you just miss everyone?
Slept like the whole day today luhs. Back into the screwing up my sleeping times and stuff.
Lately, there has been loadsa stuff in my mind. Studies, PW, economics, maths, physics, gp, Jiamin&Fiona, sms-es, Charmaine, the class, my schedule and other discreet stuffs. Really starting to worry that I'm not coping well. Generating ideas, thinking hard, just ain't my strength. Sure, creativity, but ain't creativity meant to be spontaneous? I guess not. My creativity is currently unavailable, please try again.
I haven't been too mindful on my sms-es this month. I feel really bad overshooting my pathetic 500 free sms-es. Screw the people with unlimited sms-es. Concern over my sms is an annoying bugger in my head.
I really miss Jiamin and Fiona and the rest. We had said that we would meet every byobd, instead we try to meet monthly. But they're starting school soon. I really wonder if we can still meet, if we are able to make time for each other? Its scary. Already I feel that I'm losing my friends, one by one.
I really miss Charmaine. I don't know if she's coping well with O's, don't know if she's happy in school, don't know if our friendship would be on the brink of drifting apart.
My schedule has been really tight. So many things happening and it all conincides. Having to make choices and weigh the opportunity cost and forgoing so many things really sucks. I'm just really sad the Sunday times with you is jeopardised.
Just ain't that bubbly anymore. Yet again, trigger my happinnes.