Sunday, February 24, 2008
Hees went shopping alone yesterday.
Its really fun you know and more productive. Not that I'm a loner but shopping alone you don't have to think so much. Its like you don't have to be conscious if you spend too much time in a shop cos not everyone shares the same interest as you. Especially when you are very fickle minded and you need to think for a long time before buying something, you'll be more time conscious in case you bore your shopping partner out.
Not that I'm saying I don't like shopping with friends. But I guess shopping alone is probably more therapeutic if you require retail therapy. Maybe I'm not making sense but I just wanna say I kinda enjoy shopping alone. Hees.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Hi, I'm very pissed. Freaking pissed with myself, really disappointed with myself, feeling really stupid.
Why? Why did I have to use msn? Ignorance is a bliss eh? I really want to sit down and cry my heart out.
I'm too lazy to complete this posts.
you can't cry lying on your side.
Thursday, February 14, 2008
happy valentine's day <3333333
Hees. I'm really satisfied with valentine's two thousand eight. I made 40 hand folded crepe roses. And I so love giving it out with the happy faces I got. Really, the effort and time spent in folding the roses were worth it. I think I'm going to do this every year!
I wanted to take pictures of the many roses I made but I remembered about it after giving it out. Oh wells.
Valentine's was spent in coffee bean with birdies!! Cinnamon Coffee Ice Blended! Even the after taste that stays in the throat is enjoyable. I've decided that it shall be my comfort indulgence. Swoons in love with Cinnamon Coffee Ice Blended.
I think its really silly of me to be still thinking about it till now. I'm sure its forgotten by all. Anyway I realised that its not your fault but it all boils down to me. I've regretted of my selfish thoughts. You were so selfless yet I could only view things only in my own perspectives.
I should have taken those initiatives.
I should have been more giving.
I should have be more selfless.
I should have be more treasuring.
Yet I didn't.
Maybe I've done the right thing to end it all. Probably to end the hurting I've done. Or the "cold shoulder" I gave?
Maybe I should just stop thinking about it. Its been so long eh.
Sunday, February 03, 2008
I am coping well with my schoolwork. Okay, I want to believe so. I really want to get the O's over and done with, quickly. And I think its really early to say that. Shucks.
You know what? I think my eyes are probably the thing that people notice first. The oxymoron? Because its small. Go figure. Seriously it is rather annoying that different people I talked to would suddenly close their eyes and talk to me. If not in Anne's case, she would make small eyes faces to me. And in Jia Min and Serene's case, they would start their silly song.
Truth is, I am actually happy with my small eyes. AS IN I feel that they are actually proportionate to my face. Yes I have a small face. Also, I didn't think my eyes were small till sec school. In fact, during last year or so, I thought my eyes were kinda big. Go figure.
Anyway my blog ain't dead. Well at least that's what I want everyone to believe.