Saturday, July 21, 2007
i'm feeling kinda lousy now know
i'm stuck in this dilemma
it seems to be a drag and simply a pack of lies to ourselves
well let's hope..
YAYS we had cell group bbq last night and yea was moody and stuff but I tried my best to brighten myself up. Well yea I admit I was pissed but I kept it under control. Its a gathering for pure fun and not for me to spoil the atmosphere. Yea I managed to keep everything going well. Though I admit I was acting spoilt, I just wanna be stupid. Hahas.
I think the performance was great I like it and TRACY I LOVE YOU!! You saved the day and in the end things went terribly well though I kinda screwed a little. I forgot the lines heh hehs.
CLAUDIA I believe things will not be the same as last time, because this time its not just you its going to be all of us yea. Everyone has matured including you and believe me its gonna work yea. Things are different now and we've got through for 3 years we could go through it again and be much more stronger.
TRACY I feel that somehow what we're going through is similar and sometimes I can just put myself into your shoes and understand you situation but sometimes I just don't know what to say. What I'm putting across is that you're not alone and I'm always here waiting for your call to jio me go coffee bean yea.
You know what this is actually stupid cos both of them don't know my blog and I don't wish for them to. Also I don't know how xiao lao shu got my blog address but I don't want her to spread it.
Well this is my blog and I do whatever I want ((: