Thursday, September 03, 2009

And now that we've moved on to our chosen path, friends without communication, we've distanced and this sucks.

Everyone has moved on to their new lives with new friends but I've been clinging on, reluctant to move I guess. So much so that I didn't dare to venture. The feeling of losing all of my friends is hitting me again. Scary much. Silly most.


Not too long ago I made the decision to let it go, but I hesitated and held it closer. What's stopping me? Beats me. Like everyone else, you're another mover, just that you sprinted away long ago.

Though, maybe all of it still lingering in me is making me feel so lousy.
Emotion rollercoaster ride. Please don't insert a loop-a-loop, I'll fly out of my seat.


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