Saturday, September 04, 2010
Lists
Time to get organized.
Am getting some kind of OCD here. It happens every final paper period. Filing, organizing, making lists and even organizing the icons on the desktop. My papers are like filed in colourful files with neat colour dividers. I swear I've never been so neat in my life.
I'm even making lists. Lists of all kinds of random shit. Things I wanna do after Prelims/A's; Things I wanna buy; Buffets I wanna eat. But these are just plans and thoughts, hardly any will come to past because I'm bounded by the blimey curse of limited cash. Damn.
All these OCD is kinda scaring me. Maybe because I'm turning 18 soon, too soon. I suggest that we all stay 16 for 2 years you know. Anyway I've been having thoughts of planning when I wanna marry, when I wanna have kids, what I wanna accomplish each year till when I'm 30.
It's kinda silly luhhh, but life's getting very real and it's so scary :/ Kinda sound blonde there, but I feel that my teenage years were gone through in a flighty manner. Idkkkkk luhhhhh.
1 more week to prelims. I'm getting panicky, not a good sign nor a bad one either. Sighs, life's full of it.